So, this is a journal for everyone who MIGHT care about what
happens in my life. Concerning art and other Problems.
So first about the art thing - I think I have finally gotten the hang of drawing again,
I finally was able to continue the commissioned works and am atm trying to learn to
draw more than just woofs n stuff. So far it works pretty well, so, wish me luck
On other news, I managed to crash my car into another (yes, again, shut up guys).
You may now call me Wreck it Rei.
Nobody got hurt, but it will take a lot off me, I will have to repair my car and most
likely the other one as well, which will take at least 5000 EUR, about 6800 Dollars.
Now my problem is neither the fact that this is a SHIT LOAD of money, it´s the
mental problems and the stress coming from that, the self hate even tho I´m mostly
arrogant and the hate from my family for the little stupid brat that is wasting so
much money by not being careful, the burden of being a failure. And if all of that wasn´t
enough I now have the police openig a file for criminal complaint - for something I
did not do to cause the accident. But I guess I´ll just have to wait and see where this
is going, still waiting for something more concrete.
Anyway, to end this on a more calm and positive note - I am again totally caught up
in watching the Ninja Turtles, even trying to draw some of them, cuddling up to my
crochetet Raph and all, I´m fangirling all over the series again, so if anyone wants
to chat about that or make collabs or anything, just let me know!
- Rei, Currently sucking at life