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So, personal stuff again.

As a little background story for what I´m gonna ask you guys, just a little information.

As some of you may know I have been fighting depression for more years than I know,
as I don´t remember life ever being different for me. I have always been a moody outsider,
sad to be lonely, yet amazingly happy not having to deal with people. I had a great childhood,
no friends at all, but lovely and caring parents and one amazing house to live in.
I never had to work hard for anything. I was clever, went to the highest rank of German
high schools and passed without studying. I got a job without even searching for it, and without
studying a thing again I passed and now am a graphic designer. Soon I will finally move out,
which I wanted to do for such a long time, too. So, yeah, great. Now I am living my dream,
slowly becoming a tattoo artist, currently helping out at a studio far from home.

Now there´s just one thing - I don´t feel it. Nothing worth living for. Not even my dream job 
can motivate me, it´s like this life will continue as dull as ever. I don´t go out anymore,
I want to, but every time I actually do the only thing I think about is coming home again,
getting lost in comic books or tv shows about different lifes.

I am actually starting to lose faith in the world, like it actually is as dull and sad as it seems
in my head. There´s just no motivation to live, but neither is there any reason to die.

So I figured I´d ask you guys - what are your motivations in life?
What makes you happy, what keeps you going?

Thanks a lot :)
Staring at Stars by AcidVeins
Staring at Stars
THE SCAN IS CRAP. And photos don´t work either, but they do get closer, so have a look:
acidveins.deviantart.com  /art/CommishPhotos-502132788  (without the spaces. Sorry, my deviantart messes it up otherwise...)


Anyway. I never thought I´d actually manage to finish this XDD 
Commission for the lovely OokamiAniyou for her friend BantamWolf and her Fursona, Bantam,
staring at Orion. I am still so, so sorry it took me as long, but now I FINALLY finished it,
just in time for christmas. :)


I really hope this is good enough. I also do hope I´ll get my ass up to finish the digital version, too, haha.


Also, as a small thank you and sorry, both of you get one free pen work commission,
2 characters max on A4, whatever you want, I´ll try ;) Some examples:

acidveins.deviantart.com   /art/Magpie-296259151
acidveins.deviantart.com   /art/Eastern-Dragon-456052753?q=gallery%3AAcidVeins%2F26896711&qo=4
acidveins.deviantart.com   /art/Fu-Beast-308709522?q=gallery%3AAcidVeins%2F26896711&qo=17
acidveins.deviantart.com/%20%20%20art/Ninetails-421676461?q=gallery%3AAcidVeins%2F26896711&qo=7
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ARTDUMP by AcidVeins
ARTDUMP
New Artdump.
YES HELLO I´M ALIVE. 

I´m so sorry XD

Left - octopus lady thing
middle - pretty coconut octopus WIP (which is the second tattoo request I actually got around to do, plus
it´s only a WIP so far ... look what a LAZY PIECE OF BITCH ASS I am. :D - for Ashenee <3
right - something me and my best friend laughed about a lot. Monster Hunter Tri has a fish you can sharpen your weapons with. Imagine that face guys. 
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So, personal stuff again.

As a little background story for what I´m gonna ask you guys, just a little information.

As some of you may know I have been fighting depression for more years than I know,
as I don´t remember life ever being different for me. I have always been a moody outsider,
sad to be lonely, yet amazingly happy not having to deal with people. I had a great childhood,
no friends at all, but lovely and caring parents and one amazing house to live in.
I never had to work hard for anything. I was clever, went to the highest rank of German
high schools and passed without studying. I got a job without even searching for it, and without
studying a thing again I passed and now am a graphic designer. Soon I will finally move out,
which I wanted to do for such a long time, too. So, yeah, great. Now I am living my dream,
slowly becoming a tattoo artist, currently helping out at a studio far from home.

Now there´s just one thing - I don´t feel it. Nothing worth living for. Not even my dream job 
can motivate me, it´s like this life will continue as dull as ever. I don´t go out anymore,
I want to, but every time I actually do the only thing I think about is coming home again,
getting lost in comic books or tv shows about different lifes.

I am actually starting to lose faith in the world, like it actually is as dull and sad as it seems
in my head. There´s just no motivation to live, but neither is there any reason to die.

So I figured I´d ask you guys - what are your motivations in life?
What makes you happy, what keeps you going?

Thanks a lot :)

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Rei Kakuji
Artist | Traditional Art
Germany
Love is not here. Go and search it on another place.

Little brat from Germany. Loves steel weapons, loves blades. Is constantly broke yet
constantly buys too much. Will tell you to fuck off if you don´t please her, but won´t actually bite when you haven´t harmed her. Loves to eat meat.

Wants to be a tattoo artist one day, will also work as make up artist while trying to
achieve her dreams.



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:bulletred: Just ASK.
:bulletred: Requests may NOT be shipped. (unless you´re a good friend and I want to send it.)

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:bulletblack: I can REFUSE to do a trade. You can´t force me.
:bulletblack: YOU will have to post your part first. From the 21 Trades I did I only received 3 pictures in return.
:bulletblack: In general will only be shipped if I get your original part// if digital: a quality print in return.
I´m so sick about my whole room being empty 'cause I send ALL of my art and NEVER get anything in return!
:bulletblack: Sample: most of the time Full color character with simple BG fav.me/d4d7rpv
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:iconrookshock:
Rookshock Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
YOHHH WHAT IS UP
ITS BEEN TOO GODDAMN LONG
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AcidVeins Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014   Traditional Artist
HOLY SHIT ROOKS

OH MY GOD

sorry I´m not online here that much xDDDD hahahaha
HOW ARE YOU
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Rookshock Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
IM DOING GOOD, I FINALLY MOVED OUT, AND GETTING MOOLAH

HOW 'BOUT YOU DAWG?
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AcidVeins Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014   Traditional Artist
MOOLAH??

AND GREAT! I´MMA MOVE OUT SOOOOON

LIKE... SOOON
ALSO I´LL BE A TATTOO ARTIST, SO FUCK YES
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TaintedImagination Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
really like your art! Keep up the good work
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AcidVeins Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014   Traditional Artist
wheee.
thanks man. Pretty honoured.  :3
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Seraphimus Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Hey hottie, how have you been? :3 Long time no talk!
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AcidVeins Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014   Traditional Artist
yoooo :D yeah been a while! I´m pretty fine.
how are ya?
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Seraphimus Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
That's good! And graduating finally! :D 

happyhappyhappyhappy
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AcidVeins Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014   Traditional Artist
ohhhh awesome :D
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